I want to begin by apologising for what you are about to see – there’s a reason why I never attempt self-portraits…

The Struggle

So the issue that I have with the dreaded self-portrait is that I’m not overly enthusiastic about looking at myself in the mirror. I think most of us have this problem. I’m not going to launch into a long spiel about self-confidence and all that but needless to say, looking at yourself for an extended period of time definitely proves challenging.

I did attempt to draw myself using a mirror but:

a) The lighting in my bedroom is terrible

b) After 20 minutes of staring at myself I’d had enough…

c) I find it easier to draw from photographs because it’s what I’m used to doing (I’ve not been in the presence of the likes of Uma Thurman and Margot Robbie).

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This is me by the way 🙂

Who Am I?

No, I’m not getting all philosophical (well, not too philosophical anyway) but after the failure of drawing from a mirror, I thought I’d try and draw myself from memory.

I found this impossible! I didn’t know where to start and, other than the curly hair, I couldn’t remember simple things like the proportions of my own face. It got me thinking – how many of us hardly know our own faces? I’d like to think I could recognise myself in a line-up but when it came to drawing myself and acknowledging distinctive features, I just couldn’t do it.

Maybe this is because I don’t really look at myself in that way – meaning from an artistic perspective. Often when I look at people, I think about how they would look as a sketch or pencil portrait, so proportions, facial features etc do register quite a lot with me. This is why I was surprised that I couldn’t do this with myself.

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Finished pencil sketch of myself – not bad?

Finished Product

I finally settled on printing out a photograph of myself and drawing from that and it didn’t go too badly. It’s definitely not one of my best pieces but I think that I managed to at least capture a likeness – although others will probably know better than me. Unfortunately, I had to make this one a rough sketch because I have to admit that I did get bored of drawing myself after a while. So no coloured pencil art this week but next week I’ll be writing a post about my Gone Girl interpretation – a piece that I’m much happier with!

If you’re up for a challenge this week, I dare you to have a go at drawing yourself from memory – how well do you know yourself?

Natalie x

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